Wednesday, August 16, 2006

One Crazy Fucking Ride

So Utah's done. ANd in some ways it been great and in others it has been awful.

But the next three days are what's going to change things. Shit between Dave and I has been going downhill steadly for about a month now. And it seems after we hash shit out that each time it is over a lack of communication.

Well I'm hitting the end of my rope with it all and I'm driving out there to talk to him. I don't expect it to fix anything but I know for me that I have to do this. If I went East tomrrow things would just continue to detrieorate and quite frankly I want to deal with this and put it to bed. If something happens great, but if it doesn't at least I won't be saying "I wish I saw him one more time."

Mainly I want to see him cause then I'll know what's up. I figure that out from body lanuage etc. and before I make my decision I need to see him. I'll let you know what happens but needless to say its gonna be a little crazy for awhile.

3 comments:

Greta said...

Hey hon, good luck and hope everything works out for the best. If you need to talk, at ANY time, you know my cell #. *BIG HUG*

Sarah said...

I'm sorry that things between you and dave couldn't have turned out differently. But I wish you the best of luck in your visit. You can also call me anytime if you need to talk...cause I know you will. It'm there for you babe.

Zeze the X said...

Nuzzle, purr, I hope our conversation helped some. I'm not a relationship guru by any means, but I know it helps to talk about it. Let me know how everything works out.